Blacked In Darkness II- What’s Done in the Dark, Comes to Light-A T.I. Testimony | mstmha
***”Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company.” Mark Twain***
Please note: I personally do not have in my possession, any of the technology being used within my targeting program. I cannot see what they can see whether it is a TV or not, and nor am I equipped to protect myself technologically from any attacks being performed within my life, or body.
mstmha: Unfortunately, my targeting has not ended. The torture, as many know, has been non-stop for the most part since 2012. It is now 2025. It had gotten to the point where I literally thought that I was going to be killed in a planted dream while sleeping. All of the knives, needles, etc. that they were using inside and outside of my body did not make my situation any better. Some of their goons stated that some of their weapons were due to Quantum physics. They probably are due to the realistic way that they feel and the damage that they cause. Thank God I woke up before that knife landed.
My torturous goons have still managed to surround me or show their presence in every way possible. I hate that they know where I live. I hate it even more that I was never able to have this involuntary chip or whatever it is inside of my vagina removed. I believe that it is the reason why these thieves have the ability to do the things that they do to me. Or at least one of the reasons anyway. That was one of the most desperate measures for entrapment that even I have ever seen.
Anyway, I did want to share some notes that I wrote on May 21, 2025, about just ‘some’ of the weapons and tactics that have been used during my torture…
*The most important and most dangerous weapon that has been used during my gang stalking torture program has been the use of ‘Quantum Physics Technology’. The injuries received from these weapons are very real to the point where a victim may have a huge possibility of dying as an end result of their internal penetration. The weapons that was more visibly provable were the lasers due to the burns that occurred as a result of the non-stop firing against my skin at one point of time.
-*Quantum Physics technology
https://thequantuminsider.com/2021/08/07/quantum-warfare/
***-Space-Based Weapon Technology-Electromagnetic/Laser/Radiation/DEW/Microwave Weapon Technology (Space Preservation Act of 2001, 2022 bans a number of space-based weapons launched from satellites.)
Click on the link below for the Space Preservation Act 2001 details…
https://sgp.fas.org/congress/2001/hr2977.html
PDF Version below…
More weapon descriptions that are or have been used in my targeting that began in Danville, Virginia 2012, and the attacks have continued in Atlanta, Georgia present day …
-Psychotronic weapons/Radio Frequency Technology
-V2K/COM (They almost always use this technology in order to gaslight or to just run their mouths. As of this year (2025), I can hear them talking outside of bedroom window, but they are using sound effects, as well. Currently the sound effects are similar to planes flying while they talk to me. (Wizard of Oz’s ‘Flying Monkeys’?) Almost since the first day of my targeting (2012), I have suffered immense V2K targeting, even to this day. They talk, scream, gaslight, lie, chastise, brag, and whatever else they can think of that causes me to be fully aware that they are always watching and waiting for their next move. 24/7
-Projectiles
-Chemical (Gas) Weapon
-X-Ray devices (MRI, medical, surgical, surveillance, etc.)
-Acoustic/Ultrasonic/Sonic weapons
-Cell phones used as weapons (Possibly Apps)
-Brain fingerprinting/Neuralink (BCI: Brain Computer Interface technology) ‘American Brain Initiative’; ***Neurowarfare*** (Possible personality mutations and/or mind control for some)
-Other satellite and military-grade weapons, some of which are used to watch my every move and some of which could possibly be used to view my body internally in order that the Quantum psychics weaponry that they use to insert what feels like knives (in which I have hemorrhaged multiple times), not to exclude the stabbing of what felt like my left ovary) , probes, etc, the internal manipulation of my body parts (including heart removal, the tampering with my lungs, the weakening of my body, the fluctuation of my weight, and whatever else that can possibly be seen by their goonish, cult society. In my opinion, it is not a game and if they actually want people to believe that their illegal tactics and surveillance as some type of ‘movie’, so they have said, it is sick, morbid, and beyond sadistic. The stabbing, needling, pricking of my head and other parts of my body are also not excluded. I always said that there are easier ways to murder by forcible-suicide or by whatever other method, without actually wasting over thirteen years to do it. Did my tax dollars helping to pay for it?
-Neuroweapons (and currently neurowarefare) (Example: Extreme laser attack to my head that felt as if my skull had burned down to almost my ears while I was driving my personal vehicle, but it was eventually, somehow, my head was repaired enough for me to drive back to my origination. After that happened, it wasn’t long before whoever was behind the weapon made my head feel like jelly (or goo). I could barely go anywhere comfortably.)
Also, there is something that they call a ‘hat’ or ‘disc’ that may be, possibly, (but I pray not) permanent part of the inside of my head where my mind can be read by these gang members without my moving my lips, and the words that they see or hear can be vocalized by them using their V2K/COM. They can either repeat what is in my head or answer a question that would be on my mind. It is funny, but they can also implant dreams in my head that I can view while sleeping.
Also, there was some type of implant of what seemed like a photo that they placed within my head/frontal lobe that looked as if it was placed there while I slept, then it was jerked out once the goon(s) desired in order to wake me. (They do enjoy waking me out of my sleep quite a bit.)
Sometimes they put different degrees of pressure on my head in various places. They also stab my head with what feels like a needle or sometimes more blunt objects.
-Needles and probes stabbed within my body on the outside and inside as well which may be consistent sometimes but not in others.
-Body modification internally (Example: my heart was taken out of its location and then replaced after a few moments of almost dark immobility while lying in bed during the beginning stages of my targeting in Va.), also including their frequent interests in the vandalizing of my organs and vagina by stabbing me internally and causing hemorrhaging that flows like a menstrual period but is not, nasty substances that I can’t explain pouring from my vaginal area, sometimes adding an odor in which I did not have, tampering with my bowel movements, etc. Externally tampering with my weight, lasering until my skin shows signs of damage and they have made me feel tired when I really needed the energy, etc. I have even witnessed them add weight to my thighs and then decrease them when I was mad enough to tell them to do so.
-Involuntary Body Movements/Manipulation (The jerking around of various body parts without anyone actually being in the room.)
-Cloaking technology (Objects and people may have been in my room but I could not see them.
-Hologram/ Holographic technology (An actual holographic gun became visible and was floating near my head and soon turned itself around to point at my face. I had to jump up quickly before another laser shot was fired.
-RFID chip or some type of transmitter was implanted in my vagina
-They have some type of technology that can make your body and head feel like “goo” as they call it. It felt more like Jello to me. I experienced this in Danville, Virginia a couple of times. I remember being in Hobby Lobby and I could barely hold up my head during check-out. I can also recall walking back to my job at Unarco and they somehow made the inside of my body feel like Jello even then while they V2K’d/COM the heck out of me. I was also stabbed internally there as well until I bled through my vagina.
-They can change a target’s appearance and environment through their weapons (Even my hair).
-Sleep Deprivation (I can’t even wake up without from sleep without them ‘que’ing’ me from what they call it. It’s a constant V2K session until I go back to sleep.
-Malnutrition (They have almost constantly made it their point to prevent me from eating whether it was because I didn’t have the money or they made me feel weak enough where I was too tired to even cook for myself. The control that they have over my body is ridiculous. Sometimes they made me too weak to work. I can’t even have the privacy or control of my own body anymore but, I can almost believe that they have control of theirs. Then they make up lies as if their targets were not or ever competent even though it was the goons that manipulated the situation.
-Weight Gain/ Weight Loss
-Medical Malpractice (Drugged, misdiagnosed ((such as saying that the target has a mental illness or is paranoid)), medication being over-prescribed) Their doctors have prescribed me medication that I never needed and have over-prescribed, as well. One night, after taking the prescribed medication years ago, my heart began beating so fast that I thought that I was going to have a stroke so, as a result, I do not go to their doctors, and I do not take medications. I was in the emergency room when I was illegally chipped in my vagina. I cannot trust their medical services, yet I am constantly being told to go back on medication in which I do not need. Why?
-Theft and Tampering of mail, identity, social media pages, bank accounts, personal property, employment, credit, purchases, food (sometimes with the use of AI)
-Constant 24/7 Surveillance (Inside and outside the home, in vehicles, etc.)
-Left me with the inability to self-provide due to the removal or lack of monetary resources. I could not get any type of financial assistance whether governmental or otherwise. They even tampered with my food stamp application process in which I never received personal food assistance when needed.
-Constant, almost non-stop ‘work-mobbing’ since even prior to 2012
-Street Theater/Gang Stalking/Constant Commentating through the Airwaves/Radio waves including Video, Television, Radio, and everything else satellite or Wi-fi/Bluetooth. As to my street theater circus, it varied at times in the beginning but was, even then, still the type of theater where many young women (some older too) were trying to glamorize and compete with me over men that had no permanent involvement except for one. It was very vain, superficial, and childish. I never entered into any competition with any gang stalker, but it seemed that they were more worried about my not having a ‘beau’ or ‘bun’ that it was the only thing that they could talk about outside of torturing the hell out of me. They know what they have done to my life in order to drain me from almost everything that I have ever worked for. I didn’t care to compete then, and I do not want to compete now even though it was these psychos who I believe work-mobbed me out of, yet another job. This stalking situation must be just an entertainment distraction for something else that may be going on behind the scenes at this point.
-AI being used to steal private information. The distortion, removal, or sending of fake emails. Hacking of social media, websites, text messages, etc. The removal of cellphone information including phone numbers and photos, etc. or whatever they feel may be a threat to their agenda. Online resume distortion including the deletion of companies that may signal a company’s involvement or as an attempt to disqualify me from employment. Banking account hacking which includes a forcible attempt to make my financial transactions look unfavorable. Forcible theft of any available funds from my personal financial institutions. The illusion of my being a non-student to the only high school that I have ever attended by using a website that does not list my name as an attendee. The intentional lowering of credit scores on certain websites, and possibly more that I am not currently familiar with. They are constantly watching my online activity, especially if I order a grocery or restaurant delivery, so that they can manipulate the order in however way they see fit. (Missing items, expensive item replacements, overcharging by doubling the order, adding ludicrous charges to orders or even bills, manipulating the quality of food orders, and whatever else they may think of.) All defamatory to keep me without healthy finances and to create other presumptions that may not be true.
-Calls being diverted to other members of the occult, cult, agency, mob, klan/klavert, neo-nazi, etc. when making business calls, and also the shadowing of personal calls by staging someone in the background to listen whom I can clearly hear while I talk to the intended. Sometimes they go extra ADHD and start talking in sentences that would never make sense as an attempt to confuse, or they try not to give me a chance to state my case by talking over me.
-Tailgating (High speed chases, etc.)
-Police brutality and disconnection from any law enforcement, law group, agency aide or due process (I was even thrown against my old vehicle on my chest because I was being arrested for something as simple as having to be taken in for a ‘mental evaluation’. The police involvement in my having to have ‘mental evaluations occurred multiple times in Va. Police, some of which I once knew personally, may have been involved in the systematic events leading up to my torture program that began in 2012, and may also be involved in the series of torturous, deadly events that I suffer to this day. I don’t know much about other’s experiences but, I have never really heard a lot about women suffering so much by the hands of law enforcement, including the military. They obviously do not like bullying people based on their own size and ability.
-Falsified documents (including child custody documents) and unorthodox court hearings within government agencies including court houses, and other businesses who may also have something called ‘shadow files’ with the intention of the defamation my character, assumedly, for employers to discriminate (work-mob) me non-stop and around every turn and to discredit me within any institution that I may be involved. (Example: Being added to a terrorist watchlist when I am by no means a terrorist.)
-Sex-exploitation (including sexual acts using invisible technology)
-Private property surveillance including moving in next door or within the complex or area where they almost always surrounded me as well as at work, etc. They have even followed me from one state to another. Personal property tampering in order to ‘set’ the victim in order to make their environment seem as if the situation may be one way instead of being something else entirely. They have been known to do this in various ways. Home invasions/break-ins have happened as well.
-Home invasions/break-ins within my private property and similar thefts of other buildings around the home as well. (I have even had a brand-new lawnmower stolen. After loaning it out, the brand new one that I had purchased was not returned. They also enjoy going into a home and moving things around or having someone else do it.
-Personal vendetta/Retaliation-(they quite enjoy self-gratification, or having a delusional lack of responsibility/accountability or order)
-Gaslighting/Psychological Manipulation/Abusive Control when dealing with family or non-family members (Bullying, Intimidation, Harassment, Threats, False Flags, Complete Life Infiltration, Discrediting, Smear campaigns using false information, the Inciting of Violence, Fabrication of Evidence
-A complete sabotage of the victim’s life on every level (it can even include a possible illusion of a victim’s name being removed from an online roster of their former high school, also the addition of a victim’s name to a possible governmental watchlist that may be completely defamatory, deletion of resumes and other personal information, possibly, in order to deprive the victim of their past lives, and so on…)
-The constant reminder that I cannot go anywhere in society no matter how innocent (including sleeping) without being stalked, harassed, tortured, etc. Public transportation is not off limits and even traveling from one state to another is not limited as well. I cannot go anywhere and, from what it seems, new groups of terrorists continue to be added to the program constantly. Why they do this, I have no idea. As if the tons of people that they had from the beginning of my torture program was not enough.
-My torture program is so ‘systemic‘ to the point that I could not, and still can’t receive any local, state, or federal assistance from ant type of governmental department, agency, or council.
-The destruction of any relationship that I may ever have had. including family.
-Homelessness
-Stone-walling
-Premeditated Forceful Suicide/Murder
-Aiding and abetting of ambushes/abduction/kidnapping of the target and/or family
-Maintaining a very communistic, hostile hostage situation surrounding, I, the target even within my own homes.
-And so, so much more…
As a matter of fact, I wrote about some of my gang stalking terrors back on June 27th, 2014. Two years after my targeting began. I originally thought that maybe what I was going through was too much even back then, but I guess not.
The link below is my original gang stalking tactics testimony compilation…
(Photo: https://wallpapercave.com/wp/WDsFBEz.jpg)
Blacked In Darkness-Gang Stalking Tactics Done In The Dark
https://mstmha.wordpress.com/2014/06/27/blacked-in-darkness-gang-stalking-tactics-done-in-the-dark/
Thank you for listening. God bless.
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