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‘The Bold, the Bad, the Evil’- A T.I. Testimony | mstmha
mstmha: The posted image above speaks volumes about what I would like to speak on in this blog entry. Even though there is no real justification, in my opinion, as to why people do such evil in general, not to exclude organized crime programs (Ex: Gang Stalking). It does help to try to understand a criminal's reasoning whether through spirituality, common mental practicality, or just by simple personal interaction. The mechanics of their dominating decisions and intentions within their circles and within society as a whole, in most cases, will become well known or brought to the light eventually.
Although there may be but a chosen few in the world who can honestly say that they have never done anything even remotely bad in their lives, the fact of the matter is that most of humankind actually has done something in the eyes of others to be to the degree of unacceptability. But even in that observation lies some huge differences. How far can one take the description of 'wrongdoing'? Can humankind and purity of the body and soul actually exist together where no 'bad' has ever happened to them since birth? Would just having a 'bad' or 'evil' thought alone be punishable karmatically even though it may be considered uncontrollable? And if we could classify 'bad' or 'evil' thoughts that may occur in one's mind, I guess the major question would be...to what degree are those thoughts punishable and who actually makes those determinations? Is it God, the devil, or the wannabe all-powerful gang stalking goons (some of whom have technologically infiltrated [possibly by using the tool's created for Obama's American Brain Initiative or other similar program(s)] my own brain and it has suffered through the weapons of their systematic crime syndicate system in which I can get no relief.
Their technology can add pressure, stabbing needles and other objects, forced thoughts and dreams, mood manipulations, and no telling what other tactics or damages to my head/brain that have been and still are being done. Also, crazily enough, I am continuously being scolded by their voices on their COM/V2K tech or punished by the thugs' other satellite weapons'. It especially happens if they get angry at a thought that might pop up in my head. I don't have to even move my lips. Why do they get upset if they know that they should never have read or had the ability to read my thoughts to begin with. Would those acts be considered 'bad' or straight, outright 'evil'? You can probably guess my answer.
(*Note: Since I have suffered through this gang stalking program, my placement and/or others in this abduction has been called many things. 'refrigerator', 'frig', 'freezer', 'stow', 'den', 'bed', 'occult', 'jail', 'ranch', 'syndicate', 'weed', 'robbery', 'mug', 'bounty', 'job', 'voodoo', 'demotion', etc. It feels almost as if my assigned torture program has been shared and/or passed around from one criminal group to another.)
Back in the day, they use to have this saying that if you steal a penny or you steal a dime either way it is still stealing. But what if the penny and the dime are both stolen at the same time resulting in total depletion? Would leaving a pocket completely depleted be considered as 'evil' as opposed to be being, by someone else's definition, just a 'bad' thing to do? Either way, it seems that both acts would possibly be considered to be 'bad' per se, but to completely deplete a pocket could possibly be considered a 'higher charge according to the standards of an actual 'court of law' (that is if I may have the audacity to say). Because our existing court systems have determined the punishments and/or charges for a multitude of crimes based on the actual 'degree' or 'scale' of the crimes committed, could we possibly determine the more spiritual version of 'Hell' (such as those levels described in Dante's Inferno) have similar 'degrees' of punishment as well? How are the 'bad' or 'evil' acts decided lawfully or even karmatically at the end of the day?
According to a blog post by the author Ralph Lewis M.D. of Psychology Today (in which I will be a part of my own discussion) has stated...
"Most people who intentionally harm others don't think of themselves as evil, tending to minimize or justify their actions—in crime and in war."
Now this statement, just based on my own personal experiences as an actual Targeted Individual (T.I.) who has been mislocated and entrapped in the petty, thieving world of 'gang stalking' would lead me to believe the same. It has become blatantly obvious that my 'goons' literally have no conscious or no restraint in anything that they have done towards me and are still executing while victimizing my entire 'world' on every level that they can think of. It now seems that the world that I use to know has vanished and has been replaced with a world that has been, not only dehumanizing, but spiritually inflicting as well.
I guess the best description that I could offer in order to describe society as many T.I.s may see it would be the title 'Angels vs. Demons' in which I have found myself constantly in my own personal war for my own life and sanity against these bold, demonic souls. I never would have thought that anyone, especially myself, could ever spend so many years attempting to debunk the untruths and, no matter how briefly, explain the real truths of a past which should have long been forgotten to those that you may never have known very well or they may have known for a while (possibly all by design), but should have never had a voice of judgement in their victim's life because of assumable lack of contributions or other factors that prevented the relationship from continuing. To those that a victim may have known for a long period of time (including family) that may have literally turned against the victim whether contributions were made or not. Or those that the victim may have never known at all but who may still have an unnecessary grudge or judgment due to another's real or false testimony.
Just the fact that my goons keep using their COM/V2K and street theater in order to continue to replay the people and events that 'use to be' makes it evident that they have existed in my life longer than even I was aware. And because of the considerable re-runs of the past based on their scripts and the 'actor(s)' that are continuously switched out that are evidenced by their COM, it could be that these goons have possibly, finally, run out of material to defame. Frankly, I do not give a damn. All I can say is that it has been over twelve years of torture and almost a lifetime of personal intrusion. Their plans were never to make me famous in the 'real' world in which I could care less about, obviously, and I am not getting paid any restitution for their tortures, defaming, or invasiveness while my goons and their peers enjoy watching my every move year after year through what they call their 'TV' which is a total privacy invasion within itself.
My Witnessing of the 'DEGREES' that I Have Experienced During My Personal Gang Stalking Program in Brief...
The escalation of events that have happened throughout my life have been so unreal yet, my life jumped from zero to 1000 very quickly in 2012, a new degree. That year was the true turning point in my life that really defined how those from your past may somehow 'feel' that they were in some way victimized and would rather 'drag you to hell' rather than showcase some level of maturity and simply move on. But, even in that, there still lies some defining factors in which they may not have ever had the opportunity to simply let go. All I can say about that really is that the 'hives' that are organized and dictated by those of a higher authority may not be something that one can easily break free from. But...as I have said before, almost every person and every group may have their own agendas even though some of the programs used may 'coincidentally' be similar.
Prior to 2012, my life was on an up and down path. Nothing was ever consistent, but I can be quite honest in say that I have never voluntarily joined anything relative to being considered 'evil' or remotely dehumanizing. But those soul-snatching, human presences, without a doubt, have existed in my life since I was at least thirteen years old while a student at Bonner Junior High School in Danville, Va. (due to the beginning of a blissfully oblivious and involuntary sex-exploitation plot none of which I ever took money for) and if you take into account the planning process for such a feat, it would be reasonable to believe that they were around even before that and have followed me throughout my entire life. I am sure that their 'TV' is very interesting but, I have not and may probably never get restitution for so many intrusive violations. Especially when my bootleg 'documentary' may be a constant 're-run' in my targeting experience.
2012 maybe have been my break-through in discovery, honestly, although I know for a fact that prior to that, my life was filled with so many cherishing moments and some not so much.
(A Word of Advice: Never marry a man who needs a green card. If that had to be a consideration, make sure that he at least has something of substance to offer. True Story '1997-Another turning point or degree.)
As the quote says, "The devil wouldn't be attacking you so hard if there wasn't something valuable inside of you. Thieves don't break into empty houses."
Now, as if my life prior to 2012 was not hard enough going through one transition after another, 2012 was when the horrible technological weapons actually began but fore what 'real' reason' would someone want to cause such extreme tyrannical, torturous, communistic tactics to befall another human being? It is my belief that my ex-husband aided and abetted in my 'technological prison' but he was not the originator. In that, he definitely needed assistance. He had always been my biggest 'hater' even though I was the one who helped him create a more decent life than he had ever experienced when his so-called 'friends' would not. Even after leaving him three times during our relationship, against my better judgement, I would continue to give him another chance. It took my own extended exasperation from a relationship in which he claimed that he had actually claimed that he was not meant for to seal the deal for me. It took a biblical sin of my own in order for him to finally just leave. After our divorce in 2008 (another turning point or degree) in which he instigated, I thought that I would finally be free but, as it turns out, I never was and to this day, I still have not escaped, unfortunately. It is funny because, although he may have been angry at my indiscretions, he admitted and has been witnessed to doing the same. Still, he is still considered to be the victim.
He was not the only 'evil' that had been present life. Un-assumedly, many of the men and women that I had prior relationships with were also involved in my torment. They all had surpassed, based on my observation, the definition of just 'bad' behavior. What was wrong with just trying to move on and create a better life for not only myself but my family, as well?
According to the mentioned blog post from Psychology Technology, it states:
"There are four major root causes of evil or reasons that people act in ways that others will perceive as evil. Ordinary, well-intentioned people may perform evil acts when under the influence of these factors, singly or in combination."
- The simple desire for material gain
- Threatened egotism
- Idealism: "Noble ends are often seen as justifying violent means."2
- The pursuit of sadistic pleasure: "only 5 or 6 percent of perpetrators actually get enjoyment out of inflicting harm."
*Note: While enduring my own personal torturous program, I have noticed a manic obsession with all of the above inexcusable justifications but the main thing that stood out for me during the beginning was an extension of #4 in what I use to consider to be 'personal vendetta' by those who never had a real reason to pursue that type of possible life sentence towards me for any reason. If anything, I should have been the punisher to many. I should never have been the victim of their abuse but, obviously, some of us have never learned the value of 'self-control' and spiritual enlightenment.
It may have been before or after that realization that the evidence of the pursuit of 'money' (in which I have none) and the magnified boldness of those having huge 'egos' have played major roles in my program, as well.
And to think that many of those from past relationships and even family would follow suit is even harder for me to believe but it happened. I have tried my best to be a good person to almost everyone whom I may have been in contact with over the years, so I do wonder why any of them would ever want to be involved. The cult culture and the witnessing of so many of the mentally ill who are involved is ultimately unexplainable.
I also thought that the below quote from the blog post from Psychology Today was very interesting. It states...
"Evil people" and "evil acts" are common, but much less common than is generally believed. Most people are moral and self-controlled."
The quote was supposed to sound factual but, obviously, that can actually be debunked in the world of gang stalking and the testimonies of abuse that have been done to Targeted Individuals. The word 'control' would be the operative word based on opinion. 'Population-control', 'Controlled environments', etc. such as those found in caste systems and science projects would probably be the best way to explain why the author would even attempt to make that statement. This could be a good example of those who are locked up in jails and in the prison systems for what they claim to be a part of their rehabilitation. Who does not know that they are removed from normal society because they may have been considered, at one point, a 'menace to society'.
Could that be why it may seem that way to those who may not have been removed from the 'real world' (in which I considered to be once a part of) or do those who have never been 'abducted' from 'real' society already know what is going on with those who actually are? Or...maybe there had already been a plan in place decades ago that required the 'switch-a-roo' of the populace where those who were, in a normal mind, would be considered 'evil' and those who could be described as 'do-gooders' are no longer accepted in their assumed 'new world' and are further considered for forced-suicide (or other executionary tactics) or a total lifestyle degradation in which 'goons' influence and further mock the victim as if it were their life all along, amongst other things. Possibly to appease those that may want to be idolized and hold power over their victims', now, stagnated lifestyle.
There are a multitude of 'hives' within gang stalking. Were they 'sleepers' per se waiting to be freed in order to execute a planned agenda? Did they already exist in the 'real' world but remained undercover until they somehow become exposed for who they really are? Could it be that some of them have never lived in the 'real' world and finally received the authority to do 'at will' within their already controlled environment (in which many victims may not see) towards those T.I.'s who they may are considered to be "...not like us" ideology? So many questions, so little answers. I guess one day, the truth will set everyone free. What I can truthfully say is that many of the personalities that I have witnessed have been monstrous and their treatment of myself personally has been the same. It is as if they do not and may never have identified as being actual human beings. Their language alone can be very violent and very terroristic.
("Violence is often the result of reduced self-control or a breakdown of societal control."-Psychology Today)
Also, the blog post from Psychology Today further explains more in regard to some causes, who some may consider, by opinion, to be the roots of 'evil' and those causes that may just get a slap on the wrist for just being considered 'bad'...
THE 'BAD' (By my opinion)
But aside from the disproportionate contribution of nasty personality types, a lot of other violence is simply committed impulsively rather than premeditated, and many of those kinds of perpetrators do actually feel regret or shame for their actions afterward. Human interpersonal violence is often carried out by people acting impulsively, fearfully, insecurely, passionately, vengefully, or misguidedly. A lot of this is reactive aggression. Only some violence is premeditated, calculated, or predatory (proactive aggression). And when violence and crime are committed by groups, there is also the huge factor of peer pressure and influence.
THE 'EVIL' (By my opinion)
"...psychopaths, at the extreme end of the spectrum of antisocial traits—the ones most likely to commit sadistic acts of violence." (Also to be considered ...narcissism and sociopathic disorders)
"People often tend to minimize the harmful impact of what they are doing or rationalize their reasons (even if motivated primarily by the simple desire for material gain or by threatened egotism), often seeing their action as much less of a big deal than the impact experienced from the victim’s point of view, or feeling that the victim threatened or provoked them or deserved what was done to them."
"He [Hilter]" "...viewed the Nazi persecution of, and subsequent mass murder of, the Jews as self-defense. An anxious man with a nervous digestive system, neurotic contamination obsessions, volatile temper, lack of formal education (not having completed his secondary schooling), and a strong tendency to externalize blame for his personal failures, Hitler was just the sort of person to believe and propagate bizarre paranoid conspiracy theories."
"ADHD plays an outsized role in human aggressive and criminal behavior. A recent meta-analysis of the prevalence of ADHD in incarcerated populations found that compared with published general population prevalence, there is a fivefold increase in the prevalence of ADHD in youth prison populations (30.1 percent) and a 10-fold increase in adult prison populations (26.2 percent)."
Read the entire blog post by Ralph Lewis M.D. at the below link...
What Actually Is Evil? And What Makes People Carry Out Evil Acts? | Psychology Today
My World Remembered (A vivid description from the blog post from Psychology Today.)
"...There has also been an increase in norms of (and possibly even capacity for) self-control in modern societies. Improving standards of living, literacy, education, employment, and health have of course all contributed hugely too. Economic interdependence, cosmopolitanism, the resultant expanding notion of within-group (“us”), and the generally increased ability of people to understand the points of view of others very different from themselves, have also contributed greatly. The empowerment of women has also been enormously influential."
mstmha: The fact of the matter was that even though many of our lives may not have been totally safe and free, at least those who were in control did have the audacity to 'fake it'. Even through all of the ups and downs, the frequent (now explained) relationships throughout my life whether sexually or otherwise, there was still the promise of another day without the present-day, evidential stronghold.
And although I was only married once and that failed, there was still some untainted perception that maybe happiness in that aspect would eventually be an option in the future. There were no worries in that because my own personal and family health and empowerment educationally and business-wise definitely took precedence to me but, someone or someone(s) had obviously had other plans for my and my family's well-being. And ironically, most of my intimate partners or encounters I should say, never even offered a helping in order to aide in anything in my life that would have been considered progressive. They had to have known that any help was not expected. I was pretty independent for the most part and there were many, many times (even now) where I have not had a choice. No boyfriends, only one ex-husband, no supportive ex-lovers, and definitely, absolutely 'NO' lovers for over several years currently (Thank you, Jesus.) There are hardly any pleasures that I use to enjoy in the past that still exist, so it is funny that, even now, I still am being victimized. What kind of harm am I doing? Could it be that someone out there has an agenda or goal that still has not been satisfied over all of these years? Or is my death, literally and/or figuratively the ultimate objective?
At least, if I am literally dead (in which I will definitely pray about), I won't have to worry about my soul being voluntarily gifted to the devil's obsessive advocates. And I have repented about my sins more than even I can even say. I can also take to heart that, outside of much ego, jealousy, and mental illness. I have never harmed anyone to the point that I should be tortured or pushed to any level of insanity. Maybe God's love is stronger than even I could have imagined.
As a final message to the goon who mentioned "Allah" as an excuse this morning through their ongoing COM system...
mstmha: No sweetie. Allah did not convince you to do it. And if you believe that, read the last sentence in the photo quote at the top of this page. I am very spiritual, but I do not claim to be a Christian, Muslim, or of any other religion or faith but when I read just one sentence online about how the Qur'an describes how to treat of others, it was not expressing violence by any means. Just taking accountability would suffice.
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