My Gang Stalking Torturers' Lingo, OP names, partial quotes, etc. spoken while they constantly play on their V2K/COM/Satellite systems on a 24/7 basis that they make sure I can hear no matter where I may go within town, while traveling, or out of town, as well.
("Toxic individuals look for drama, they live for drama. If they can't find it, they create it") -- Unknown
and
("Nobody trashes your name better than someone who's afraid you'll tell people the truth.) - Unknown
"battery"
"shun"
"buoy"
"bait"
"battered"
"guillotine"
"base"
"campus"
"stow"
"box"
"cybernetics"
"accomplice"
"devout"
"scab"
"bloke"
"robo"
"D.I."
"set"
"gout"
"dud"
"mutt"
"tv"
"shunned"
"skits"
"use"
"Jeep"
"Hummer"
"vandal"
"dues"
"BUN"
"salad"
"plot"
"matrimony"
"aloof"
"...no luck"
"campus"
"rogue"
"CAD"
"projectile"
"sku"
"weed"
"merried"
"golf"
"Jill"
"Joe"
"gun"
"commisery"
"anomaly"
"Bloke"
"cun"
"oust"
"bit"
"wank"
"Beau"
"dewy"
"deny"
"...did begs."
"school"
"university"
"...sue the light"
"bid"
"...you know how we clobber."
"Ton"
"blab"
"endowed"
"deem"
"house"
"ambush"
"wigs"
"towel"
"booked"
"sham"
"haze"
"sheet"
"skeeze"
"Alum"
"nuptials"
"bot"
"...too easy"
"...a year."
"scam"
"greasy"
"marathon"
"truck"
"Dough"
"que"
"...the mugs bum."
"Banshee"
"Splice"
"Singular"
"ball"
"Flea"
"...we're all grimy."
"Knob"
"Shield"
"Mountain"
"...embarrass you."
"...busting you up."
"...the computer gon' lie."
"ganks"
"hive"
"hov"
"lane"
"jail"
"pounce"
"mallet"
"bounty"
"unalive"
"...ain't no fame in"
"sons"
"Towel"
"slum"
"merriment"
"Scab"
"bunk"
"nub"
"mease"
"lucky"
"win"
"lose"
"fate"
"...new it toyed."
"...it's will."
"wed"
"bed"
"zoo"
"battery"
"lane"
"thief"
"lure"
"bait"
"...we gon' frame you."
"...do mugs."
"hit"
"bounty"
"We needed no professionals."
"Card"
"imprisoned"
"vout"
"jab"
"nab"
"It ain't fun."
"stock"
"stow"
"Debs"
"Guns"
"Oops"
"...we need."
"...Allah."
"...they didn't want you."
"ranch"
"mutated"
"gelatin"
"goo"
"gout"
"shoo"
"Dolls"
"heed"
"sue"
"Jugs"
"Juds"
"robo"
"jabs"
"pest"
"hearse"
"bed"
"den"
"Ops"
"sect"
"Music"
"club"
"cult"
"syndicate"
"sport"
"demotion"
"yucky"
"den"
"syndicate"
"mall"
"wall"
"ball"
"Alum"
"boozed"
"dubs"
"nub"
"sub"
"steed"
"Suits"
"AI"
"kneel"
"icky"
"bum"
"hussy"
"Fusion"
"Fusion TV"
"vout"
"Guild"
"Wookie"
"use"
"footage"
"lug"
"bug"
"Bro"
"zoo"
"zoom"
"Knob"
"walk"
"vault"
"ghoul"
"lap"
"ug"
"bug"
"dub"
"sub"
"vegetable"
"skeeze"
"outlaw"
"Huxtable"
"Drummond"
"lab"
"development"
"seal"
"lug"
"heap"
"tour"
"hap"
"bog"
"desk"
"Chubs"
"Quints"
"desk"
"pimp"
"Jock" (Why do the female goons' who are on my back daily need attention to be a hoe? I can't put it any lighter. It's much worse when they showcase their hoe-dom and involve me while they (male and females) torture me at the same time as if I am somehow, in my, over a decade-long singledom, I am out to 'hook-up'. More illegal TV? Obviously. When was I ever a threat when their now exposed goons made it so easy to just walk away?) ("They don't like you, but they still find the time to watch everything you do.") - Unknown
"Hoop"
"job"
"theater"
"lap"
"bat"
"loft"
"floozy"
"woo"
"bed"
"roof"
"house"
"daydream"
"bail"
"slab"
"walk"
"blood"
"NSA"
"jilt"
"Music"
"club"
"gang"
"You know what we do." (mstmha: As if it is not my life, my body, my family that they have and still are sabotaging.)
"I don't want to miss a bid."
"...see that BRO ripping."
"...know who they slay."
"There is nothing left for you."
"...school shanked."
"...indeed-ed suicide."
"...take credit."
"I know what you done."
"They gon' need you gone."
"...see you litter."
"...we stream lies."
"...pound you away."
"...was a dib."
"...need you in dim."
"...know way we barred."
"...you know we barred."
"...you got thug-ged."
"They would have blew you away with ease."
"...bouncing a 'charred'?" (Was she referring to the word 'charred' as a complexion, a possible step down from the N-word, or was the, who sounded like a white female, actually imagines herself living in a burning hell where someone may be, disappointedly, getting protected?
"I want to prey on you." (Voiced by a, seemingly, black female over V2K.)
Photo of the facial damage that I, mstmha, suffered due to my goons' playfulness while targeting me with satellite weapons.
It is just one of the tortures that my goons refuse to suffer themselves...
The burns, bruising, and other damage due to constant assaults from their own electromagnetic lasers and other satellite weapons. Not to exclude neuroweapons as well.
The Local War Crime Attacks Done Against Myself, a Targeted Individual, by the Local War Criminals Within My Hometown Still Continue...
(mstmha aka Tiffany Hood-Acolatse Weapon Assaults Since 2012)
The recent weapons being used by my gang stalkers are some of the following military-grade weapons (exotic space-based weapons/satellite): electromagnetic (EMF)/microwave/radiation, Quantum technology (physically painful and damaging tools to the head and body), acoustic or radio wave tech (in which was not as assumedly deadly as the psychotronic weapons that have been used against me before), neuroweapons/technology/BCI, V2K/COM
8/19/25
9:27 AM Faint laser to the face
11:28 AM Probed on the left side of the head
8/20/25
2:31 AM Stabbed on the left side of the head
2:50 AM Needled on the left side of the head & then they proceeded to needle me softly on top of the head
1:31 PM Someone stabbed a needle twice on the right side of my forehead
2:30 PM Stabbed on the top left side of my head
2:40 PM My body was radiated (burned) from a weapon in which used my computer monitor while I was watching the movie "A Fatal Obsession" on YouTube. They do use loud sounds from YouTube movies quite a bit in order to attack. (Satellite Weapons as usual. They wire up to and use AI to almost anything that they can think of.)
2:47 PM I felt some type of object inside my body, underneath my breast on the left side
2:48 PM I felt more sharp objects on the left side of my body
2:52 PM More radiation blasted on my back from the computer screen while watching a movie
9:25 PM Stabbed on the right side of the head
8/21/25
12:17 PM A sharp object was felt on the inside of my body on the left side of my stomach
1:01 PM Needled on the back of the head on the left side
4:42 PM I feel them putting pressure on my head
4:47 PM They are still playing with my head. I especially feel them doing something at the top of my head along with some pressure
6:37 PM Probed on the right side of the head
8/23/25
12:17 AM There was a YouTube movie playing on my computer screen in which was not facing me. During a sound from the movie, "Home Invasion", my body was struck with a radiation blast to the front, upper part of it. Also, it would not be the first time, but it seemed that the time on my computer screen changed within minutes. At first it was 12:17 AM, then the time became 12:40 AM. I can only assume that those time adjustment were caused by another AI tactic.
8/23/25
7:55 AM Needled at the top right of my head
11:46 AM I was riding in the backseat of a vehicle when I was suddenly needled on the back of the head
1:00 PM - 1:24 PM Between these times, coincidently, I was sitting in a car waiting when I was assaulted with abnormally loud, very juvenile sounding rap music. It was definitely not the type of music that was by any artist that I knew of or one that would typically be heard on the radio. It didn't even sound like the sound was coming from a normal speaker and it also sounded very close to the vehicle that I was in. After stepping outside, I found that no one appeared to be in any vehicle from the music's direction, after a few minutes of standing, it finally stopped. It was almost had the effects of the sounds from a psychotronic and/or acoustic weapon but was not as brain splitting as the sounds of a psychotronic in which I have also suffered years ago. As we left the parking lot, I saw people on the other side of the road (the one that I saw looked very young) in which had one piece of strange looking equipment that I saw, and it was said that they were rapping. They were outdoors, it was not a studio, and there were no events near their strange location that I could see. I could even hear some of their psycho females blabbing over their V2K while in the parking lot.
8-24-25
8:28 AM Probed on the left side of the head
8:29 AM Probed on the back right-side of the head
9:02 AM Probed on the top right-side of the head again
9:37 AM Needled on the top of the head
12:05 PM Small needle to the left-side of the head
3:20 PM Needled on the back mid-section of the head on the right
3:23 PM Faint needle to the back right and then the top left of the head
3:35 PM - 3:41 PM Between these times, I was sitting outside on a chair and soon I hear a man talking down the street to my right. I could not understand what he said but as soon as he spoke, I was slightly radiated (burned) to the front, upper part of my body.
5:25 PM An electrical charge bounced off the wall to my left as I write this blog entry, hit me and slightly burned me on the left side of my body.
5:27 PM Someone in my vicinity spoke and I was immediately radiated to my body again.
***"Observe the dark realm, but be not of it." - Quoted from the movie 'Queen of the Damned'***
My Gang Stalker's Vocabulary, OP names, and partial quotes Spoken While They Used Their V2K/COM/Satellite systems:
"guillotine"
"base"
"campus"
"stow"
"cybernetics"
"accomplice"
"devout"
"scab"
"bloke"
"robo"
"D.I."
"set"
"gout"
"dud"
"mutt"
"tv"
"mutt"
"shunned"
"skits"
"use"
"jeep"
"dues"
"bun"
"salad"
"plot"
"matrimony"
"aloof"
"...no luck"
"guillotine"
"base"
"campus"
"stow"
"rogue"
"CAD"
"sku"
"weed"
"merried"
"golf"
"jill"
"joe"
"gun"
"commissery"
"anomaly"
"bloke"
"cun"
"bit"
"wank"
"beau"
"dewy"
"deny"
"...did begs."
"school"
"university"
"...sue the light"
"bid"
"...you know how we clobber."
"ton"
"blab"
"endowed"
"deem"
"house"
"ambush"
"wigs"
"towel"
"booked"
"sham"
"haze"
"sheet"
"skeeze"
"alum"
"nuptials"
"bot"
"...too easy"
"...a year."
"scam"
"greasy"
"TV"
"truck"
"dough"
"que"
"...the mugs bum."
"banshee"
"splice"
"ball"
"flea"
"...we're all grimy."
"knob"
"shield"
"mountain"
"...embarrass you."
"...busting you up."
"...the computer gon' lie."
"ganks"
"hive"
"hov"
"lane"
"jail"
"pounce"
"mallet"
"bounty"
"campus"
"unalive"
"...ain't no fame in"
"sons"
"golf"
"towel"
"slum"
"merriment"
"scab"
"bunk"
"jill"
"nub"
"mease"
"lucky"
"win"
"lose"
"...new it toyed."
"...it's will."
"wed"
"bed"
"zoo"
"battery"
"lane"
"thief"
"mutt"
"merried"
"lure"
"bait"
"...we gon' frame you."
"...do mugs."
"hit"
"bounty"
"We needed no professionals."
"wank"
"card"
"imprisoned"
"vout"
"jab"
"nab"
"It ain't fun."
"stock"
"stow"
"Debs"
"Oops"
"...we need."
"...Allah."
"...they didn't want you."
"ranch"
"mutated"
"oust"
"gelatin"
"goo"
"gout"
"shoo"
"dolls"
"heed"
"sue"
"joe"
"jugs"
"beaus"
"robos"
"jabs"
"pest"
"hearse"
"bed"
"den"
"OPs"
"sect"
"music"
"sport"
"demotion"
"yucky"
"den"
"syndicate"
"mall"
"wall"
"ball"
"alum"
"boozed"
"dubs"
"nub"
"sub"
"steed"
"suits"
"AI"
"kneel"
"icky"
"slum"
"hussy"
"fusion"
"fusion tv"
"vout"
"guild"
"card"
"use"
"footage"
"...know who they slay."
"There is nothing left for you."
(Note: Even though I am convinced that my torture program is someone's game or distraction, it seems that many of these goons seem to think it is important to be them in every way possible. Celebrities and those that have been famous in any way should be the ones to pursue for everyone. And I do believe that is why a lot of the youth are attracted to being a part of such a heinous society. They are more susceptible to being controlled, especially when their peers are doing the same.
Their world, although I have been abducted into, has never been my world no matter what person who may have been famous crossed my path. I lived a very independent life, but, still, if I had ever decided to actually make it goal to seriously pursue being famous or a celebrity in any way, I am sure that 'the man behind the curtain' would not have allowed me to due to the 'chokehold' that encompassed most of my life anyway. Although I adapted and survived independently, I found that someone behind the scenes, whom I did not know of prior to now, was preventing me from reaching many of my dreams and goals, unfortunately. I was able to meet or work for many people, but a lot of those experiences weren't very beneficial. I had to work for everything that I ever had. Sadly, even my goons were hating on that.And even though I feel that there are many military and agency influences within my targeting program, many of these goons may not actually be military or ex-military soldiers. (possibly paramilitary/private militia involvement).
You can't miss what you never had, though, and the violence that I have suffered by these young people, and their elders have been unconscionable. They are like the epitome of young Hitlers'.)
***”Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company.” Mark Twain***
Please note: I personally do not have in my possession, any of the technology being used within my targeting program. I cannot see what they can see whether it is a TV or not, and nor am I equipped to protect myself technologically from any attacks being performed within my life, or body.
mstmha: Unfortunately, my targeting has not ended. The torture, as many know, has been non-stop for the most part since 2012. It is now 2025. It had gotten to the point where I literally thought that I was going to be killed in a planted dream while sleeping. All of the knives, needles, etc. that they were using inside and outside of my body did not make my situation any better. Some of their goons stated that some of their weapons were due to Quantum physics. They probably are due to the realistic way that they feel and the damage that they cause. Thank God I woke up before that knife landed.
My torturous goons have still managed to surround me or show their presence in every way possible. I hate that they know where I live. I hate it even more that I was never able to have this involuntary chip or whatever it is inside of my vagina removed. I believe that it is the reason why these thieves have the ability to do the things that they do to me. Or at least one of the reasons anyway. That was one of the most desperate measures for entrapment that even I have ever seen.
Anyway, I did want to share some notes that I wrote on May 21, 2025, about just ‘some’ of the weapons and tactics that have been used during my torture…
*The most important and most dangerous weapon that has been used during my gang stalking torture program has been the use of ‘Quantum Physics Technology’. The injuries received from these weapons are very real to the point where a victim may have a huge possibility of dying as an end result of their internal penetration. The weapons that was more visibly provable were the lasers due to the burns that occurred as a result of the non-stop firing against my skin at one point of time.
***-Space-Based Weapon Technology-Electromagnetic/Laser/Radiation/DEW/Microwave Weapon Technology (Space Preservation Act of 2001, 2022 bans a number of space-based weapons launched from satellites.)
Click on the link below for the Space Preservation Act 2001 details…
More weapon descriptions that are or have been used in my targeting that began in Danville, Virginia 2012, and the attacks have continued in Atlanta, Georgia present day …
-Psychotronic weapons/Radio Frequency Technology
-V2K/COM (They almost always use this technology in order to gaslight or to just run their mouths. As of this year (2025), I can hear them talking outside of bedroom window, but they are using sound effects, as well. Currently the sound effects are similar to planes flying while they talk to me. (Wizard of Oz’s ‘Flying Monkeys’?) Almost since the first day of my targeting (2012), I have suffered immense V2K targeting, even to this day. They talk, scream, gaslight, lie, chastise, brag, and whatever else they can think of that causes me to be fully aware that they are always watching and waiting for their next move. 24/7
-Brain fingerprinting/Neuralink (BCI: Brain Computer Interface technology) ‘American Brain Initiative’; ***Neurowarfare*** (Possible personality mutations and/or mind control for some)
-Other satellite and military-grade weapons, some of which are used to watch my every move and some of which could possibly be used to view my body internally in order that the Quantum psychics weaponry that they use to insert what feels like knives (in which I have hemorrhaged multiple times), not to exclude the stabbing of what felt like my left ovary) , probes, etc, the internal manipulation of my body parts (including heart removal, the tampering with my lungs, the weakening of my body, the fluctuation of my weight, and whatever else that can possibly be seen by their goonish, cult society. In my opinion, it is not a game and if they actually want people to believe that their illegal tactics and surveillance as some type of ‘movie’, so they have said, it is sick, morbid, and beyond sadistic. The stabbing, needling, pricking of my head and other parts of my body are also not excluded. I always said that there are easier ways to murder by forcible-suicide or by whatever other method, without actually wasting over thirteen years to do it. Did my tax dollars helping to pay for it?
-Neuroweapons (and currently neurowarefare) (Example: Extreme laser attack to my head that felt as if my skull had burned down to almost my ears while I was driving my personal vehicle, but it was eventually, somehow, my head was repaired enough for me to drive back to my origination. After that happened, it wasn’t long before whoever was behind the weapon made my head feel like jelly (or goo). I could barely go anywhere comfortably.)
Also, there is something that they call a ‘hat’ or ‘disc’ that may be, possibly, (but I pray not) permanent part of the inside of my head where my mind can be read by these gang members without my moving my lips, and the words that they see or hear can be vocalized by them using their V2K/COM. They can either repeat what is in my head or answer a question that would be on my mind. It is funny, but they can also implant dreams in my head that I can view while sleeping.
Also, there was some type of implant of what seemed like a photo that they placed within my head/frontal lobe that looked as if it was placed there while I slept, then it was jerked out once the goon(s) desired in order to wake me. (They do enjoy waking me out of my sleep quite a bit.)
Sometimes they put different degrees of pressure on my head in various places. They also stab my head with what feels like a needle or sometimes more blunt objects.
-Needles and probes stabbed within my body on the outside and inside as well which may be consistent sometimes but not in others.
-Body modification internally (Example: my heart was taken out of its location and then replaced after a few moments of almost dark immobility while lying in bed during the beginning stages of my targeting in Va.), also including their frequent interests in the vandalizing of my organs and vagina by stabbing me internally and causing hemorrhaging that flows like a menstrual period but is not, nasty substances that I can’t explain pouring from my vaginal area, sometimes adding an odor in which I did not have, tampering with my bowel movements, etc. Externally tampering with my weight, lasering until my skin shows signs of damage and they have made me feel tired when I really needed the energy, etc. I have even witnessed them add weight to my thighs and then decrease them when I was mad enough to tell them to do so.
-Involuntary Body Movements/Manipulation (The jerking around of various body parts without anyone actually being in the room.)
-Cloaking technology (Objects and people may have been in my room but I could not see them.
-Hologram/ Holographic technology (An actual holographic gun became visible and was floating near my head and soon turned itself around to point at my face. I had to jump up quickly before another laser shot was fired.
-RFID chip or some type of transmitter was implanted in my vagina
-They have some type of technology that can make your body and head feel like “goo” as they call it. It felt more like Jello to me. I experienced this in Danville, Virginia a couple of times. I remember being in Hobby Lobby and I could barely hold up my head during check-out. I can also recall walking back to my job at Unarco and they somehow made the inside of my body feel like Jello even then while they V2K’d/COM the heck out of me. I was also stabbed internally there as well until I bled through my vagina.
-They can change a target’s appearance and environment through their weapons (Even my hair).
-Sleep Deprivation (I can’t even wake up without from sleep without them ‘que’ing’ me from what they call it. It’s a constant V2K session until I go back to sleep.
-Malnutrition (They have almost constantly made it their point to prevent me from eating whether it was because I didn’t have the money or they made me feel weak enough where I was too tired to even cook for myself. The control that they have over my body is ridiculous. Sometimes they made me too weak to work. I can’t even have the privacy or control of my own body anymore but, I can almost believe that they have control of theirs. Then they make up lies as if their targets were not or ever competent even though it was the goons that manipulated the situation.
-Weight Gain/ Weight Loss
-Medical Malpractice (Drugged, misdiagnosed ((such as saying that the target has a mental illness or is paranoid)), medication being over-prescribed) Their doctors have prescribed me medication that I never needed and have over-prescribed, as well. One night, after taking the prescribed medication years ago, my heart began beating so fast that I thought that I was going to have a stroke so, as a result, I do not go to their doctors, and I do not take medications. I was in the emergency room when I was illegally chipped in my vagina. I cannot trust their medical services, yet I am constantly being told to go back on medication in which I do not need. Why?
-Theft and Tampering of mail, identity, social media pages, bank accounts, personal property, employment, credit, purchases, food (sometimes with the use of AI)
-Constant 24/7 Surveillance (Inside and outside the home, in vehicles, etc.)
-Left me with the inability to self-provide due to the removal or lack of monetary resources. I could not get any type of financial assistance whether governmental or otherwise. They even tampered with my food stamp application process in which I never received personal food assistance when needed.
-Constant, almost non-stop ‘work-mobbing’ since even prior to 2012
-Street Theater/Gang Stalking/Constant Commentating through the Airwaves/Radio waves including Video, Television, Radio, and everything else satellite or Wi-fi/Bluetooth. As to my street theater circus, it varied at times in the beginning but was, even then, still the type of theater where many young women (some older too) were trying to glamorize and compete with me over men that had no permanent involvement except for one. It was very vain, superficial, and childish. I never entered into any competition with any gang stalker, but it seemed that they were more worried about my not having a ‘beau’ or ‘bun’ that it was the only thing that they could talk about outside of torturing the hell out of me. They know what they have done to my life in order to drain me from almost everything that I have ever worked for. I didn’t care to compete then, and I do not want to compete now even though it was these psychos who I believe work-mobbed me out of, yet another job. This stalking situation must be just an entertainment distraction for something else that may be going on behind the scenes at this point.
-AI being used to steal private information. The distortion, removal, or sending of fake emails. Hacking of social media, websites, text messages, etc. The removal of cellphone information including phone numbers and photos, etc. or whatever they feel may be a threat to their agenda. Online resume distortion including the deletion of companies that may signal a company’s involvement or as an attempt to disqualify me from employment. Banking account hacking which includes a forcible attempt to make my financial transactions look unfavorable. Forcible theft of any available funds from my personal financial institutions. The illusion of my being a non-student to the only high school that I have ever attended by using a website that does not list my name as an attendee. The intentional lowering of credit scores on certain websites, and possibly more that I am not currently familiar with. They are constantly watching my online activity, especially if I order a grocery or restaurant delivery, so that they can manipulate the order in however way they see fit. (Missing items, expensive item replacements, overcharging by doubling the order, adding ludicrous charges to orders or even bills, manipulating the quality of food orders, and whatever else they may think of.) All defamatory to keep me without healthy finances and to create other presumptions that may not be true.
-Calls being diverted to other members of the occult, cult, agency, mob, klan/klavert, neo-nazi, etc. when making business calls, and also the shadowing of personal calls by staging someone in the background to listen whom I can clearly hear while I talk to the intended. Sometimes they go extra ADHD and start talking in sentences that would never make sense as an attempt to confuse, or they try not to give me a chance to state my case by talking over me.
-Tailgating (High speed chases, etc.)
-Police brutality and disconnection from any law enforcement, law group, agency aide or due process (I was even thrown against my old vehicle on my chest because I was being arrested for something as simple as having to be taken in for a ‘mental evaluation’. The police involvement in my having to have ‘mental evaluations occurred multiple times in Va. Police, some of which I once knew personally, may have been involved in the systematic events leading up to my torture program that began in 2012, and may also be involved in the series of torturous, deadly events that I suffer to this day. I don’t know much about other’s experiences but, I have never really heard a lot about women suffering so much by the hands of law enforcement, including the military. They obviously do not like bullying people based on their own size and ability.
-Falsified documents (including child custody documents) and unorthodox court hearings within government agencies including court houses, and other businesses who may also have something called ‘shadow files’ with the intention of the defamation my character, assumedly, for employers to discriminate (work-mob) me non-stop and around every turn and to discredit me within any institution that I may be involved. (Example: Being added to a terrorist watchlist when I am by no means a terrorist.)
-Sex-exploitation (including sexual acts using invisible technology)
-Private property surveillance including moving in next door or within the complex or area where they almost always surrounded me as well as at work, etc. They have even followed me from one state to another. Personal property tampering in order to ‘set’ the victim in order to make their environment seem as if the situation may be one way instead of being something else entirely. They have been known to do this in various ways. Home invasions/break-ins have happened as well.
-Home invasions/break-ins within my private property and similar thefts of other buildings around the home as well. (I have even had a brand-new lawnmower stolen. After loaning it out, the brand new one that I had purchased was not returned. They also enjoy going into a home and moving things around or having someone else do it.
-Personal vendetta/Retaliation-(they quite enjoy self-gratification, or having a delusional lack of responsibility/accountability or order)
-Gaslighting/Psychological Manipulation/Abusive Control when dealing with family or non-family members (Bullying, Intimidation, Harassment, Threats, False Flags, Complete Life Infiltration, Discrediting, Smear campaigns using false information, the Inciting of Violence, Fabrication of Evidence
-A complete sabotage of the victim’s life on every level (it can even include a possible illusion of a victim’s name being removed from an online roster of their former high school, also the addition of a victim’s name to a possible governmental watchlist that may be completely defamatory, deletion of resumes and other personal information, possibly, in order to deprive the victim of their past lives, and so on…)
-The constant reminder that I cannot go anywhere in society no matter how innocent (including sleeping) without being stalked, harassed, tortured, etc. Public transportation is not off limits and even traveling from one state to another is not limited as well. I cannot go anywhere and, from what it seems, new groups of terrorists continue to be added to the program constantly. Why they do this, I have no idea. As if the tons of people that they had from the beginning of my torture program was not enough.
-My torture program is so ‘systemic‘ to the point that I could not, and still can’t receive any local, state, or federal assistance from ant type of governmental department, agency, or council.
-The destruction of any relationship that I may ever have had. including family.
-Homelessness
-Stone-walling
-Premeditated Forceful Suicide/Murder
-Aiding and abetting of ambushes/abduction/kidnapping of the target and/or family
-Maintaining a very communistic, hostile hostage situation surrounding, I, the target even within my own homes.
-And so, so much more…
As a matter of fact, I wrote about some of my gang stalking terrors back on June 27th, 2014. Two years after my targeting began. I originally thought that maybe what I was going through was too much even back then, but I guess not.
The link below is my original gang stalking tactics testimony compilation…
mstmha: The below link is an update of my very murderous gang stalking program that was assumed to have begun in Danville, Virginia in 2012, but the weaponized, defamatory, life consuming tactics is still going on today.
See my story at the below link. Also, the link to Blacked In Darkness that I wrote back during the beginning years of my targeting is also included near the bottom of the blog post.
mstmha: The posted image above speaks volumes about what I would like to speak on in this blog entry. Even though there is no real justification, in my opinion, as to why people do such evil in general, not to exclude organized crime programs (Ex: Gang Stalking). It does help to try to understand a criminal's reasoning whether through spirituality, common mental practicality, or just by simple personal interaction. The mechanics of their dominating decisions and intentions within their circles and within society as a whole, in most cases, will become well known or brought to the light eventually.
Although there may be but a chosen few in the world who can honestly say that they have never done anything even remotely bad in their lives, the fact of the matter is that most of humankind actually has done something in the eyes of others to be to the degree of unacceptability. But even in that observation lies some huge differences. How far can one take the description of 'wrongdoing'? Can humankind and purity of the body and soul actually exist together where no 'bad' has ever happened to them since birth? Would just having a 'bad' or 'evil' thought alone be punishable karmatically even though it may be considered uncontrollable? And if we could classify 'bad' or 'evil' thoughts that may occur in one's mind, I guess the major question would be...to what degree are those thoughts punishable and who actually makes those determinations? Is it God, the devil, or the wannabe all-powerful gang stalking goons (some of whom have technologically infiltrated [possibly by using the tool's created for Obama's American Brain Initiative or other similar program(s)] my own brain and it has suffered through the weapons of their systematic crime syndicate system in which I can get no relief.
Their technology can add pressure, stabbing needles and other objects, forced thoughts and dreams, mood manipulations, and no telling what other tactics or damages to my head/brain that have been and still are being done. Also, crazily enough, I am continuously being scolded by their voices on their COM/V2K tech or punished by the thugs' other satellite weapons'. It especially happens if they get angry at a thought that might pop up in my head. I don't have to even move my lips. Why do they get upset if they know that they should never have read or had the ability to read my thoughts to begin with. Would those acts be considered 'bad' or straight, outright 'evil'? You can probably guess my answer.
(*Note: Since I have suffered through this gang stalking program, my placement and/or others in this abduction has been called many things. 'refrigerator', 'frig', 'freezer', 'stow', 'den', 'bed', 'occult', 'jail', 'ranch', 'syndicate', 'weed', 'robbery', 'mug', 'bounty', 'job', 'voodoo', 'demotion', etc. It feels almost as if my assigned torture program has been shared and/or passed around from one criminal group to another.)
Back in the day, they use to have this saying that if you steal a penny or you steal a dime either way it is still stealing. But what if the penny and the dime are both stolen at the same time resulting in total depletion? Would leaving a pocket completely depleted be considered as 'evil' as opposed to be being, by someone else's definition, just a 'bad' thing to do? Either way, it seems that both acts would possibly be considered to be 'bad' per se, but to completely deplete a pocket could possibly be considered a 'higher charge according to the standards of an actual 'court of law' (that is if I may have the audacity to say). Because our existing court systems have determined the punishments and/or charges for a multitude of crimes based on the actual 'degree' or 'scale' of the crimes committed, could we possibly determine the more spiritual version of 'Hell' (such as those levels described in Dante's Inferno) have similar 'degrees' of punishment as well? How are the 'bad' or 'evil' acts decided lawfully or even karmatically at the end of the day?
According to a blog post by the author Ralph Lewis M.D. of Psychology Today (in which I will be a part of my own discussion) has stated...
"Most people who intentionally harm others don't think of themselves as evil, tending to minimize or justify their actions—in crime and in war."
Now this statement, just based on my own personal experiences as an actual Targeted Individual (T.I.) who has been mislocated and entrapped in the petty, thieving world of 'gang stalking' would lead me to believe the same. It has become blatantly obvious that my 'goons' literally have no conscious or no restraint in anything that they have done towards me and are still executing while victimizing my entire 'world' on every level that they can think of. It now seems that the world that I use to know has vanished and has been replaced with a world that has been, not only dehumanizing, but spiritually inflicting as well.
I guess the best description that I could offer in order to describe society as many T.I.s may see it would be the title 'Angels vs. Demons' in which I have found myself constantly in my own personal war for my own life and sanity against these bold, demonic souls. I never would have thought that anyone, especially myself, could ever spend so many years attempting to debunk the untruths and, no matter how briefly, explain the real truths of a past which should have long been forgotten to those that you may never have known very well or they may have known for a while (possibly all by design), but should have never had a voice of judgement in their victim's life because of assumable lack of contributions or other factors that prevented the relationship from continuing. To those that a victim may have known for a long period of time (including family) that may have literally turned against the victim whether contributions were made or not. Or those that the victim may have never known at all but who may still have an unnecessary grudge or judgment due to another's real or false testimony.
Just the fact that my goons keep using their COM/V2K and street theater in order to continue to replay the people and events that 'use to be' makes it evident that they have existed in my life longer than even I was aware. And because of the considerable re-runs of the past based on their scripts and the 'actor(s)' that are continuously switched out that are evidenced by their COM, it could be that these goons have possibly, finally, run out of material to defame. Frankly, I do not give a damn. All I can say is that it has been over twelve years of torture and almost a lifetime of personal intrusion. Their plans were never to make me famous in the 'real' world in which I could care less about, obviously, and I am not getting paid any restitution for their tortures, defaming, or invasiveness while my goons and their peers enjoy watching my every move year after year through what they call their 'TV' which is a total privacy invasion within itself.
My Witnessing of the 'DEGREES' that I Have Experienced During My Personal Gang Stalking Program in Brief...
The escalation of events that have happened throughout my life have been so unreal yet, my life jumped from zero to 1000 very quickly in 2012, a new degree. That year was the true turning point in my life that really defined how those from your past may somehow 'feel' that they were in some way victimized and would rather 'drag you to hell' rather than showcase some level of maturity and simply move on. But, even in that, there still lies some defining factors in which they may not have ever had the opportunity to simply let go. All I can say about that really is that the 'hives' that are organized and dictated by those of a higher authority may not be something that one can easily break free from. But...as I have said before, almost every person and every group may have their own agendas even though some of the programs used may 'coincidentally' be similar.
Prior to 2012, my life was on an up and down path. Nothing was ever consistent, but I can be quite honest in say that I have never voluntarily joined anything relative to being considered 'evil' or remotely dehumanizing. But those soul-snatching, human presences, without a doubt, have existed in my life since I was at least thirteen years old while a student at Bonner Junior High School in Danville, Va. (due to the beginning of a blissfully oblivious and involuntary sex-exploitation plot none of which I ever took money for) and if you take into account the planning process for such a feat, it would be reasonable to believe that they were around even before that and have followed me throughout my entire life. I am sure that their 'TV' is very interesting but, I have not and may probably never get restitution for so many intrusive violations. Especially when my bootleg 'documentary' may be a constant 're-run' in my targeting experience.
2012 maybe have been my break-through in discovery, honestly, although I know for a fact that prior to that, my life was filled with so many cherishing moments and some not so much.
(A Word of Advice: Never marry a man who needs a green card. If that had to be a consideration, make sure that he at least has something of substance to offer. True Story '1997-Another turning point or degree.)
As the quote says, "The devil wouldn't be attacking you so hard if there wasn't something valuable inside of you. Thieves don't break into empty houses."
Now, as if my life prior to 2012 was not hard enough going through one transition after another, 2012 was when the horrible technological weapons actually began but fore what 'real' reason' would someone want to cause such extreme tyrannical, torturous, communistic tactics to befall another human being? It is my belief that my ex-husband aided and abetted in my 'technological prison' but he was not the originator. In that, he definitely needed assistance. He had always been my biggest 'hater' even though I was the one who helped him create a more decent life than he had ever experienced when his so-called 'friends' would not. Even after leaving him three times during our relationship, against my better judgement, I would continue to give him another chance. It took my own extended exasperation from a relationship in which he claimed that he had actually claimed that he was not meant for to seal the deal for me. It took a biblical sin of my own in order for him to finally just leave. After our divorce in 2008 (another turning point or degree) in which he instigated, I thought that I would finally be free but, as it turns out, I never was and to this day, I still have not escaped, unfortunately. It is funny because, although he may have been angry at my indiscretions, he admitted and has been witnessed to doing the same. Still, he is still considered to be the victim.
He was not the only 'evil' that had been present life. Un-assumedly, many of the men and women that I had prior relationships with were also involved in my torment. They all had surpassed, based on my observation, the definition of just 'bad' behavior. What was wrong with just trying to move on and create a better life for not only myself but my family, as well?
According to the mentioned blog post from Psychology Technology, it states:
"There are four major root causes of evil or reasons that people act in ways that others will perceive as evil. Ordinary, well-intentioned people may perform evil acts when under the influence of these factors, singly or in combination."
The simple desire for material gain
Threatened egotism
Idealism: "Noble ends are often seen as justifying violent means."2
The pursuit of sadistic pleasure: "only 5 or 6 percent of perpetrators actually get enjoyment out of inflicting harm."
*Note: While enduring my own personal torturous program, I have noticed a manic obsession with all of the above inexcusable justifications but the main thing that stood out for me during the beginning was an extension of #4 in what I use to consider to be 'personal vendetta' by those who never had a real reason to pursue that type of possible life sentence towards me for any reason. If anything, I should have been the punisher to many. I should never have been the victim of their abuse but, obviously, some of us have never learned the value of 'self-control' and spiritual enlightenment.
It may have been before or after that realization that the evidence of the pursuit of 'money' (in which I have none) and the magnified boldness of those having huge 'egos' have played major roles in my program, as well.
And to think that many of those from past relationships and even family would follow suit is even harder for me to believe but it happened. I have tried my best to be a good person to almost everyone whom I may have been in contact with over the years, so I do wonder why any of them would ever want to be involved. The cult culture and the witnessing of so many of the mentally ill who are involved is ultimately unexplainable.
I also thought that the below quote from the blog post from Psychology Today was very interesting. It states...
"Evil people" and "evil acts" are common, but much less common than is generally believed. Most people are moral and self-controlled."
The quote was supposed to sound factual but, obviously, that can actually be debunked in the world of gang stalking and the testimonies of abuse that have been done to Targeted Individuals. The word 'control' would be the operative word based on opinion. 'Population-control', 'Controlled environments', etc. such as those found in caste systems and science projects would probably be the best way to explain why the author would even attempt to make that statement. This could be a good example of those who are locked up in jails and in the prison systems for what they claim to be a part of their rehabilitation. Who does not know that they are removed from normal society because they may have been considered, at one point, a 'menace to society'.
Could that be why it may seem that way to those who may not have been removed from the 'real world' (in which I considered to be once a part of) or do those who have never been 'abducted' from 'real' society already know what is going on with those who actually are? Or...maybe there had already been a plan in place decades ago that required the 'switch-a-roo' of the populace where those who were, in a normal mind, would be considered 'evil' and those who could be described as 'do-gooders' are no longer accepted in their assumed 'new world' and are further considered for forced-suicide (or other executionary tactics) or a total lifestyle degradation in which 'goons' influence and further mock the victim as if it were their life all along, amongst other things. Possibly to appease those that may want to be idolized and hold power over their victims', now, stagnated lifestyle.
There are a multitude of 'hives' within gang stalking. Were they 'sleepers' per se waiting to be freed in order to execute a planned agenda? Did they already exist in the 'real' world but remained undercover until they somehow become exposed for who they really are? Could it be that some of them have never lived in the 'real' world and finally received the authority to do 'at will' within their already controlled environment (in which many victims may not see) towards those T.I.'s who they may are considered to be "...not like us" ideology? So many questions, so little answers. I guess one day, the truth will set everyone free. What I can truthfully say is that many of the personalities that I have witnessed have been monstrous and their treatment of myself personally has been the same. It is as if they do not and may never have identified as being actual human beings. Their language alone can be very violent and very terroristic.
("Violence is often the result of reduced self-control or a breakdown of societal control."-Psychology Today)
Also, the blog post from Psychology Today further explains more in regard to some causes, who some may consider, by opinion, to be the roots of 'evil' and those causes that may just get a slap on the wrist for just being considered 'bad'...
THE 'BAD' (By my opinion)
But aside from the disproportionate contribution of nasty personality types, a lot of other violence is simply committed impulsively rather than premeditated, and many of those kinds of perpetrators do actually feel regret or shame for their actions afterward. Human interpersonal violence is often carried out by people acting impulsively, fearfully, insecurely, passionately, vengefully, or misguidedly. A lot of this is reactive aggression. Only some violence is premeditated, calculated, or predatory (proactive aggression). And when violence and crime are committed by groups, there is also the huge factor of peer pressure and influence.
THE 'EVIL' (By my opinion)
"...psychopaths, at the extreme end of the spectrum of antisocial traits—the ones most likely to commit sadistic acts of violence." (Also to be considered ...narcissism and sociopathic disorders)
"People often tend to minimize the harmful impact of what they are doing or rationalize their reasons (even if motivated primarily by the simple desire for material gain or by threatened egotism), often seeing their action as much less of a big deal than the impact experienced from the victim’s point of view, or feeling that the victim threatened or provoked them or deserved what was done to them."
"He [Hilter]" "...viewed the Nazi persecution of, and subsequent mass murder of, the Jews as self-defense. An anxious man with a nervous digestive system, neurotic contamination obsessions, volatile temper, lack of formal education (not having completed his secondary schooling), and a strong tendency to externalize blame for his personal failures, Hitler was just the sort of person to believe and propagate bizarre paranoid conspiracy theories."
"ADHD plays an outsized role in human aggressive and criminal behavior. A recent meta-analysis of the prevalence of ADHD in incarcerated populations found that compared with published general population prevalence, there is a fivefold increase in the prevalence of ADHD in youth prison populations (30.1 percent) and a 10-fold increase in adult prison populations (26.2 percent)."
Read the entire blog post by Ralph Lewis M.D. at the below link...
My World Remembered (A vivid description from the blog post from Psychology Today.)
"...There has also been an increase in norms of (and possibly even capacity for) self-control in modern societies. Improving standards of living, literacy, education, employment, and health have of course all contributed hugely too. Economic interdependence, cosmopolitanism, the resultant expanding notion of within-group (“us”), and the generally increased ability of people to understand the points of view of others very different from themselves, have also contributed greatly. The empowerment of women has also been enormously influential."
mstmha: The fact of the matter was that even though many of our lives may not have been totally safe and free, at least those who were in control did have the audacity to 'fake it'. Even through all of the ups and downs, the frequent (now explained) relationships throughout my life whether sexually or otherwise, there was still the promise of another day without the present-day, evidential stronghold.
And although I was only married once and that failed, there was still some untainted perception that maybe happiness in that aspect would eventually be an option in the future. There were no worries in that because my own personal and family health and empowerment educationally and business-wise definitely took precedence to me but, someone or someone(s) had obviously had other plans for my and my family's well-being. And ironically, most of my intimate partners or encounters I should say, never even offered a helping in order to aide in anything in my life that would have been considered progressive. They had to have known that any help was not expected. I was pretty independent for the most part and there were many, many times (even now) where I have not had a choice. No boyfriends, only one ex-husband, no supportive ex-lovers, and definitely, absolutely 'NO' lovers for over several years currently (Thank you, Jesus.) There are hardly any pleasures that I use to enjoy in the past that still exist, so it is funny that, even now, I still am being victimized. What kind of harm am I doing? Could it be that someone out there has an agenda or goal that still has not been satisfied over all of these years? Or is my death, literally and/or figuratively the ultimate objective?
At least, if I am literally dead (in which I will definitely pray about), I won't have to worry about my soul being voluntarily gifted to the devil's obsessive advocates. And I have repented about my sins more than even I can even say. I can also take to heart that, outside of much ego, jealousy, and mental illness. I have never harmed anyone to the point that I should be tortured or pushed to any level of insanity. Maybe God's love is stronger than even I could have imagined.
As a final message to the goon who mentioned "Allah" as an excuse this morning through their ongoing COM system...
mstmha: No sweetie. Allah did not convince you to do it. And if you believe that, read the last sentence in the photo quote at the top of this page. I am very spiritual, but I do not claim to be a Christian, Muslim, or of any other religion or faith but when I read just one sentence online about how the Qur'an describes how to treat of others, it was not expressing violence by any means. Just taking accountability would suffice.
This blog post can also be found at the following link...
